Hawaii's weather is bipolar.

I've hit rock bottom. I'm starting fresh. Starting new...

Oh yeah, from all those breath taking photos you see and read about Hawaii, it's all a lie. It's ugly out here. Whatever you do, stay away. Stay far, far away. It's all a big joke.

Job hunt continues.

Don't play with me. Don't love me.

Funky weather patterns kill me. Gotta love Hawaii! Ok, my roots are starting to show. Should I go professional or DIY? Back in PI, I wouldn't have a problem with this. Professional is the way to go and I can afford it! Anyway, next color, noticeable dark chocolate brown! Now if only my hair was super long and naturally wavy and my skin was lighter, I would feel 1% better about myself.

*sigh

Take it day by day..

A dream turning into a nightmare.

I mostly don't remember my dreams. Just highlights of it. But this one, I remembered perfectly.

I was walking on a sidewalk when I saw someone from the opposite side of my walking towards my direction. When he came closer, it started to look like my ex. As he got a little bit closer, I was going to let out a gentle 'hi' but my ex saw me and started covering his face with his hands while looking down, walking away from me as fast as he can.

Then I woke up and started to cry.

*sigh*

It's effing cold!

Believe it or not, I'm freezing my ass here in Hawaii nei. When I was up in Baguio City, Philippines, it was cold but not like this. Maybe it's because we have crazy ass hurricane winds here compared to just still cold air.