Monday, March 15, 2010

Hawaii's weather is bipolar.

I've hit rock bottom. I'm starting fresh. Starting new...

Oh yeah, from all those breath taking photos you see and read about Hawaii, it's all a lie. It's ugly out here. Whatever you do, stay away. Stay far, far away. It's all a big joke.

Job hunt continues.

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

Don't play with me. Don't love me.

Funky weather patterns kill me. Gotta love Hawaii! Ok, my roots are starting to show. Should I go professional or DIY? Back in PI, I wouldn't have a problem with this. Professional is the way to go and I can afford it! Anyway, next color, noticeable dark chocolate brown! Now if only my hair was super long and naturally wavy and my skin was lighter, I would feel 1% better about myself.

*sigh

Take it day by day..

Sunday, March 7, 2010

A dream turning into a nightmare.

I mostly don't remember my dreams. Just highlights of it. But this one, I remembered perfectly.

I was walking on a sidewalk when I saw someone from the opposite side of my walking towards my direction. When he came closer, it started to look like my ex. As he got a little bit closer, I was going to let out a gentle 'hi' but my ex saw me and started covering his face with his hands while looking down, walking away from me as fast as he can.

Then I woke up and started to cry.

*sigh*

Wednesday, March 3, 2010

It's effing cold!

Believe it or not, I'm freezing my ass here in Hawaii nei. When I was up in Baguio City, Philippines, it was cold but not like this. Maybe it's because we have crazy ass hurricane winds here compared to just still cold air.